Kurniaan Dalam Samaran
Siti Nurhaliza
Kiambang hanyut ke muara

Perahu pulang ke penambang

Lambat laun kan bersua

Biarpun di gulung gelombang

Dugaan yang tak di sangka

Perpisahan yang dipaksa

Kurniaan yang dalam samaran

Itu yang ku harapkan

Korus

Berpijak pada bumi nyata

Bak miniti jambatan bara

Jalan yang mana harus kami lalui

Jalan lurus mereka halangi

Kita dibiar terapung

Di awangan cinta

Diperbudak-budakkan saja

bagaikan boneka cinta

Kerana kebangsawanan

Dan sandiwara mereka

Dua hati menjadi beku

Rela dilempar ke gurun debu

Walau apa hadapi bersama

Demi cinta...oh...

Cinta kita...

Kim Bum, GIMME YOUR HAIR!

Ugh, my hair was totally disputing me lately. Sometimes it felt like extra thin, so i blew some heat upon it and it turned out to be the one owned by Chaka Khan. And there was a time i felt my hair was already in good shape but when i saw my photo wearing that hair, i felt like killing myself or doing some triple eyelids surgery so that people will mistaken me as someone else. I mean, i'd rather be a retard alien if i were to be seen of having such a assramming-hamster-fucker hair.

I'd been browsing thru the internet to look for plenty types of haircuts that might suit me and i happened to grow interest with Kim Bum's hair. Anyway, his hair really2 caught my attention and i wanna get one as well. But then, with my current hair length, i don't think i'm able to get one immediately. My hair growth is analogous to the sloth's movement-it's like 2 cm in a whole year! I hope that by the end of May, my dream will come true cause hopes and dreams do come true. Never stop hoping and dreaming.

Coretan

Kehidupan Seorang Pelajar

Setelah lama tidak menulis(terutamanya dalam bahasa Malayu), terdetik di hati untuk kembali melakar untaian kata-kata berkongsi pengalaman(cewah, termuntah satu baldi). Pejam celik, pejam celik, tanpa disedari waktu telah berlalu dengan begitu pantas sekali. Dalam masa yang singkat, aku telah berada di pertengahan semester kedua (Spring semester) di Indiana University. Sepanjang berada di perantauan(muntah lagi, maaflah, pantang keturunan menggunakan perkataan seperti, sila abaikan), kadang-kala rasa sunyi menerpa. -(Sunyi sebab takde geng nak bercakap. Secara jujurnya, takde geng sekepala, HAHA).

Baru sekejap tadi aku membaca blog Betty Suarez, B to inspire at least one person. (seriously, tak bace pon, duduk mengadap komen2 yang not decent je from some people that i know). Tetapi, cinta, ada apa dengan cinta? Memanglah semua orang hendak menyayangi dan disayangi, tapi nak buat macamkan kalau dalam hati...ada cinta(ala2 Ellie Suriati dalam cerita Dalam Hati ada Cinta)- mohon ampun maaf kepada para pembaca- penulis mereng sikit. skru tertinggal dalam ladies. (bukan cerita bohong ni, nak dijadikan cerita, adala suatu hari tu, i was desperately (ala2 Jennifer Hudson dalam Desperate Housewives(Kalau dia berlakon)) running towards the restroom as you know, call from nature must be answered-Doubts will not be put into concern. Tak tau macam mane boleh pulak aku terlepas pandang pintu tandas tu. Yang aku nampak cuma MEN instead of WO..MEN..hah, arakian, termasukla hamba ke dalam ruangan suci tersebut. Tiada sebarang kelibat kelihatan. And while i was on the mission (u know what it is), i suddenly shocked by the voice of the ladies from the outsides. At that point of time, i finally realized that i am inside the ladies. So, pandai2 kalian imagine how i managed to get out of there without being notice. (Ape ko ingat David PadangKuprum je boleh hilang?)

Berbalik kepada topik yang dibincangkan. Dengar perkataan bincang ni, teringat pula beta akan kisah yang menyayat hati mengguris perasaan. Hendak dijadikan cerita, (muzik sedih berkumandang-Matahariku Agnes Monica(sedih la tu), tak pon Derita Malam Pertama (nyanyian Hetty Kosa Rendang), kalau tak sedih gak aku tak tau la, ke lagu Saripah Aini, Fatwa Pujangga, takpon lagu Jaclyn, di bawah pohon asmara. Ha, ada satu lagu ni, sedih bangat, bikin gua nangis terus, Mabuk Janda nyanyian Dewi Persik) sekali gua dengarin terus jatuh banyak bangat air mata gue. .sedih bangat meliat kok si Dewi lagi goyangin ngalahin Inul. Banyak sekali orang ngobror kalau Dewi itu penggantinya Inul. Gua gak mikirin lagi. Gue mikir Dewi Persik itu, Dewi persik malahan goyangnya juga lain. Gak ada samanya dengan Tante Inul itu. Waduh, bikin repot aja memikiran perihal yang enggak-enggak. haha. Hebat juga saya berbicara indonesia. Ape ye yang ak hendak ceritakan tadi? lupe la pulak.. Nantila cerita lagi..haha

P/s : Maaflah, penulis dalam emosi tak stabil. Selamat terhibur.

WISFC

Pabila hari hujan aku terkenangkan si dia

Si dia yang selalu mendiamkan diri

Menyembunyikan keperitan cinta

Menangisi dirinya yang tak dapat melupakan orang yang telah pergi

Suatu hari dia mengajakku menumpang keretanya

Apakah perkara yang paling menyayat hati dalam dunia ini?

Dia berkata" Benda yang lebih menyayat hati daripada cinta ialah kasih sayang"

Dia menundukkan kepalanya ketika itu.

Dia memetik gitar buat ku didalam kamar hospital yang sunyi

Aku mencintai dia yang selalu menenangkan dan mesra denganku

Tanpa sebarang ucapan selamat tinggal biarpun ringkas, dia meninggalkan diriku

Adakah dia gembira dimana dia berada sekarang?

Sekali sekala terkenangkah dia akan diriku?

Sekarang ini aku masih merindui dia

Dia yang harus aku lupakan.

Hai makhluk tuhan sekor ni,

entahlah, susah betol nak faham sorang makhluk tuhan ni. nak kata bodoh, blaja kat usa, oversea, tapi otak cam budak 3 suku. Ui, kalau barang dia haram orang nak sentuh, bilik privacy la konon, dia senang hati ceroboh properties orang takpe pulak. baru je ak lesap gi MSU, ui bersakan die enjoy himself or herself kat bilik ak. Kalau muka lawa takpe, ni tak, gorila pakai mekap seribu kali lawa dari muka dia. Takpela muka tak lawa, kalau perangai lawa, sedap jugak mata memandang.. Ni tak. tak paham ak.. Tolongla, kalau ak tak ceroboh privacy ko, tolong jgn pulak ko ceroboh ak punye, aku diamkan aja sekarang, kalau ak dah meletop, ko tau la ape nasib ko.

Ok, fine, kalau ko gune barang ak waktu ak takde, fine, tapi at least bersihkan la balik cmne ak tinggalkan bilik ak, ni tak, byk tol kesan2 DNA berupa rambut, bulu2 bekas cukur, calit2 najis kat mangkuk jamban, boleh dijumpai kat dalam tandas aku. Ko jangan, ko tak kenal lagi ak sape, diam tak bermakna ak menyerah, jangan sampai ak naik angin. sabar ak ada hadnya jugak.. Tolongla sedar, if u dont like ppl thrust in your privacy, do the same to others as well. Get a life please and don't make me give you one.

people change, things are different, even just for few months.. should i change as well????

exhaling the relief..

This week is the most hectic and challenging week i'd to undergo. Let me checked all those freak neck choking items.

1. Monday - CMCL assignment - Had to provide at least 3 minutes of recording of REAL conversation

-Fieldnotes (Thick Description of the recording and observation) 5pages

-Transcription of the recording (the REAL most challenging part)

-Statistic - Homework due today.

2. Tuesday -Chinese quiz, CMCL ethnography project due, and i'd been working all day on CMCL assignment until i slept with really heavy eyes.

3. Wednesday - Statistic Test (real HARD- padah tak study), Chinese Test, Physic Lab (second last lab for this semester)

4. Thursday - Chinese quiz, Statistic test discussion (redo the test for extra credit), Two presentations in the same class (CMCL can really cause ppl to be suicidal) - i did not really pay full attentions and efforts into this as i had Physic test few hours after that. I don't think that i've done a good job in the presentations but at least it's done. Physic Test was a little frustration for me as I can't finish reading all the chapters as there were too many of them.. *sigh.

Friday is yet to come and i have this happy feeling spreading over my entire heart. Finally, i can exhale this entire happy feeling out of myself. After trapped inside an extremely extraordinary bad week, i've made it until this line. I drew a line on all those hassles and daily routines from now on cause next week i will be off to Michigan meeting my dearest companions there. Can't wait no more!!!.

~After few months of struggling with all these hassles, I finally had chance to see the other side of the world.